You are so right. I'm all over the place with my emotions. You have learned patience with others and yourself. I think that is why I was so attracted to your thread and story. Me? Well, like I said before, I'm looking for an escape. I'm type-A all the way and this limbo thing, ugh... it just screws me up. I'd love to tell you that you just don't understand, but you do. And I do need to get a grip.
Although, I wouldn't worry about his comings and goings so much if he wasn't in my face every 2 minutes. I think that's why I'm cracking right now. For 3 months, he couldn't care less if I was dead or alive. Suddenly he's in my face every two minutes. As suspected the MINUTE he walked in the door, he had something to say about my comments this morning. I diffused well enough, but I knew it was coming. He's in my office constantly. He's in my room constantly. He accused me tonight of purposely not eating what he cooks to prove a point? Huh? What point? I don't eat because I'm basically sick after my workouts every night. I told him that. He seemed to understand. But the point is, for a guy who's committed to leaving me and getting a divorce, why does he have to be in my face constantly? And I know the answer before anyone says it because maybe he's not committed to that decision. Ugh... here I go again...
