You captured the essence of all of this so very well.
Yes, letting go is very difficult but hanging on is not working either. It does seem a bit better to try to gain some distance.
Ya, I have no idea what's going on in my X's head and why she keeps contact. I believe the only reason she keeps in contact is to just "smooth" things over between us.
I have my kids tonight so I can't write too much, sorry.
Have a good night.....
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09