My Story.

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I have read DR.

I'm feeling this way now:

I'm moving on and bettering myself. I'm not even hoping she'll come around. She's in lala land with a new man.

Great for her.

I'm getting me better, with or without her. IF she somehow decides different (which she won't. she's one of the most stubborn people I've ever met), then I will deal with that then. At the moment, she is an immature woman who doesn't love me, and doesn't honor her commitments. She obviously has NO idea what marriage is or is supposed to be. Oh yeah, she doesn't love me. Why would I pursue her? Why would I want THIS woman to raise my kids?

I'm solely focused on moving on and bettering myself. If she betters herself, MAYBE, SOMEDAY, she can have a shot at ME.

I am an attractive, intelligent, caring, man, with a strong orientation towards family. I can find a woman who will be those things as well.

I just deserve better. It COULD be her one day, but that's not up to me, and I'm not waiting for her.