Having a hard time... II

[MrBond]

"I'm trying to be objective but it's pretty much not possible when it comes down to it. "

Start by stopping the contradictions. Many of your posts start off saying what you should do, then you say why you can't do it.

Stop underestimating yourself. What have you been doing to build up your self-esteem again?

"when in doubt, do nothing."

How's that working for ya?