Jack told me to start a new thread. So I wanted to center around my favorite song by Sarah McLachlan:
"Perfect Girl"
Am I faithful, am I strong, am I good enough to belong In your reverie a perfect girl Your vision of romance is cruel and all along I played the fool All your expectations bury me
[Chorus] Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go Give yourself some time to falter But don't forgo know that you're loved no matter what And everything will come around in time
I own my insecurities I try to own my destiny That I can make or break it if I choose But you take my words and twist them 'round Til I'm the one who brings you down Make me feel like I'm the one to blame for all of this...
[Chorus] Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go Give yourself some time to falter But don't forgo know that you're loved no matter what And everything will come around in time
You need everybody with you on your side Know that I am here for you but I hope in time You'll find yourself alright alone You'll find yourself with open arms You'll find yourself you'll find yourself in time
The riot in my heart decides to keep me open and alive I have to take myself away from you 'Cause I can't compete I can't deny there's nothing that I didn't try How did I go wrong in loving you
[Chorus] Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go Give yourself some time to falter But don't forgo know that you're loved no matter what And everything will come around in time
************************************************************** So this is me right now...all summed up in a song.
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
Good song. I'll have to actually listen to it. I know you've been here awhile now, but for the first time, I think I'm actually seeing you change. Prior to this, you were changing your actions. But you hand't changed yourself. I think it's different now. And it's all good.
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11
