Count your blessings instead of sheep...

[ImprovedRomeo]

I always said I had the grudge factor of a gnat, I just don't hold on to thing that hurt me. But yet in this case I know I should...

I'm the same way...and I like it. We're all allocated a finite amount of time in our lives, gotta make everyday worth living. Holding a grudge bogs you down from moving forward. Sure I have moments where I feel angry but it usually only lasts minutes...then it's back to the present!

I think the biggest reason for my feeling anger and hurt is from DD's perspective. She wants us to be together so bad and I wish with every fiber of my existence I could somehow make it happen for her but the sad reality is that I can't.