Ok so I have been going on and on about how good I've been feeling lately. So today I was in my office catching up on some work and out of the blue I get this text....
W "don't know why I'm telling you his....but I cried today for no reason and I'm so angry with you! Well there are probably a lot of reasons...Just angry in general...I let u damage me and its not fair. You don't realize how u have affected me. Sign and send the papers back name anyways...send D ballons today...hope she has a great day!"
M " W I understand how you feel. I'm so very sorry how I've hurt you. I resepct you for being so strong and determined with what you've done so far. Hoever this ends I want you to know that u were a great W and an even better mother. thank you for trusting me enough to share something so private with me"
W "sorry...should have just reminded u about the balloons or really maybe shouldn't have said anything at all..."
M " I appreciate taht you trusted me enough. Thank you"
W " So why weren't you good?"
M " Honey I just didn't know. I didn't know how my actions and words were so damaging. I have done so much sould searching. If I knew this was hurting u so bad I would of spend my entire life making it up to you. You are worth it!"
W "I used to think I was worth it...I'm not sure right now at this moment and it's not fair I feel this way...My life is in shambles...I have to wash my face now and get back to work.."
M " You are GREAT woman and please don't ever think you are not. I failed you! And that will be my eternal shame."
W "don't call tonight I am goin out to dinner with GF to the Rusty Barrel isn't that freaking great!"
M "I won't but you can call me anytime. I'll respect your space"
The Rusty Barrel is where I proposed.
WHOA! That came out of nowhere. My hands shake as I type this. Now I feel like dog crap again! If she would open up to me and give us one more chance I would move mountains for this woman!
