So I think I did a little bit of backsliding today...H is picking up kids after school today and we had a text convo that I don't think went well.

Me: D needs to hear from you that this is not a temporary sitch.

H: I have told her that already. Don't know what else to say to her.

Me: Well she keeps saying , if you would just let daddy in the house, if you would just let daddy sleep in your bed, if you would just talk to daddy face to face he will come back.

H: well it would be nice if you would talk to me face to face.

Me: for what rewason?

H: because it is more humane. you never treated you ex like this.

Me: well I never married x and i never loved x like i loved you.


end of texting.....so that was a big oops! I should know better.

Making me have a bad day now....have to be positive for job interview. I want off this crazy rollercoaster ride right now. I want my kids to stop hurting. GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007