Gotcha.

I have not touched another woman in probably 22 years, and I don't want to.

I hate thinking about it, but if I had to find someone else, I would have no idea what to do. I would be scared out of my mind.

My W has never been with another man, what does it have to be like for her?

H-40 W-38
Together-20
Married-12
boy-7 girl-3
bomb-9/17/10
No papers
live together
No affair