Thanks HB I need to get on here and look at the posts. One good thing I do have a new granddaughter! She is almost 6 months old and I watch her so she keeps me pretty busy and that is a God send!
I too was thinking of D because I didn't know if I could go through this again, but instead I put it back in Gods hands to steer me where I need to go. I have grown and become stronger and learned from my mistakes so I know everything will be fine.