Good for you! How awesome that you held it together through the whole interaction! That's great!
The eye contact thing...we'll I do that too. But, it's more of a protection thing...cause, if I look my H in the eye I'm done for. I get all emotional. It could be that, or she is not sure how whe is feeling, guilt? There is no telling w/them right now.
But, I understand your thoughts on this and the why for sure. I'm glad that you have a nice time w/you SS. I also know how you feel about missing them so much when they leave.
But, on the upside she seems to be having more conversations with you and coming around a bit. I mean, I know not the norm. But, it doesnt seem to me that she is 100% sure yall are done. So, don't give up hope just yet. I mean, if she did she wouldnt be speaking to you at all...hence, my stich.
Hang in there, I know how hard it was...my day is Thursday...keep me in your thoughts...
Prayers always to you!
Dixie
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010