I am working really hard at making myself happy and every day I feel better and stronger. I occasionally have 'moments' where I slip back into sadness. Yesterday was one of those days.
I found out that my H was out with his 'friend' on Saturday. I knew she wasn't out of his life but I had thought that they weren't seeing each other socially.
I also noticed that he had untagged himself from all our pictures on facebook and had changed his website profile to no longer include me. It used to say one of his favourite things was his wife.
It just feels like he's doing everything to remove me from his life.. and it stings.
and then the dentist called and reminded us of our appt. next week.. we had always scheduled our appt's together it was kind of a final blow that we no longer will do simple things together.
Originally Posted By: sandi2
Does he have any income where he has the sources to pay his half of expenses?
He runs his own business, it's up and down right now but I no longer have access to his financials so I don't know when he has a good month or bad and if he's hiding money or doesn't have any when he says he doesn't. I guess I'm just hoping that he'll do the right thing.. I told him I can't help fix up the house he wants to sell so desperately if he doesn't contribute.
5 more days until he moves back home.. I'm starting to get some anxiety over this... i just keep trying to breathe.
Me-41 H-34 T-9 M-8 10/21/10-BOMB 11/01/10-H moves out 01/27/12-H files
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