Today was a little bit different. H didn't text until later in the afternoon. At first it was about kids and then a little bit about getting some money...he actually texted THANK-YOU twice today during convo. That was a little weird for me to see. he never says thanks for anything to me.

D is not taking all of this too well today. She keeps asking me if daddy and I are breaking up. Why won't I let daddy in the house? If I would talk to daddy face to face it would be all better....and it goes on and on from there. Trying my best not to let her see me loose it. I hate seeing her like this. I think it is the worst part of this seperation. The kids get hurt and it has nothing to do with them.

H is going to pick kids up after school tomorrow so hopefully she can talk to him a little about this. I am running out of answers.

Well my job interview is tomorrow. A little nervous, but I really need this so I have to be positive!!!
Sending hugs to all...hope everyone has a good night or day!

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007