I don't really post anymore, but I do occasionaly come here to check on some "oldtimers" I have always followed. The last person I was expecting to see was you with such sad news to post. I'm so sorry you are dealing with this again. It just breaks my heart. However, I am glad you have the tools to help you deal with this. If you need to talk, you know where you can find me. (((((hugs)))))