Lost,
I actually thought about you today when I remembered he was coming back. As I just told another member, I wish I had some words of wisdom here, but I just don't understand these people we once called our spouses. Please don't make yourself so crazy about his attitude or mood swings. I think you mentioned that he is on anti-depressants and was drinking a bit more than usual, maybe? I am sorry if that wasn't you. But, if he is on meds, that can cause some really bad side-effects in some folks that will result in bad mood swings. Google the drug name and side-effects and you will see what I mean. Some of these drugs can cause some symptoms in some patients to get worse.

I know how you feel though about your life. Each day, it's go to work, go to gym, make dinner, watch a little TV, post here, go to bed. It's not much of a living right now, but it gets us through the tough times. And each day that passes moves us closer to a resolution and happiness. Remember that.

Stay in touch.

B.I.T.S.

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...