W was driving from TN back to OH and called. We ended up chatting for over an hour. Holy cow, she was a completely different person. Talking about the future - more importantly, OUR future. Quite a change. She had such joy in her voice that it gave me hope.

But it also gives me resolve. I am going to buckle down and make this change permanently. I think she finally realizes that I am willing to do whatever it takes to save this R. She would ask if I would really move from California and I said yes. I think deep down, she didn't believe it. Well, now she does and I can feel a big relief off her head. My career is so secondary right now - it's scary but I'm enjoying life for the first time in a long time.

Crazy...

Denver...I mean...NEW DENVER smile Keep it up. You know one thing that I did was start daily goals. I make them the night before and then follow them the next day. It has really helped me maintain focus and patience.

Now, I feel the real tests begin smile

m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE