Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Thanks all for your comments and resources Cadet. I have read through lots of it and do have DR and Divorce Busting. I keep going back through them as i find sometimes absorbing things isn't always easy right now.

I did have some communication with H today as he has gone out of town for work and our D left her homework at his place. I sent him a text apologizing for bugging him and asking if there was any way we could get it. He had his housesitter drop it off and apologized that he had forgotten to drop it off. So, no discussion on the elephant in the room which suited me just fine.

I did talk to the kids tonight too. I felt I needed to say something to them so I just explained to them that I do still love their daddy very much and I don't want them to think otherwise. I also said that if this was what daddy needed to do to make himself happy, I just want him to be happy. It killed me to say that to them but I know that they need some reassurances and hope I did the right thing.