I know its stupid, but do you ever wish you would go to sleep and when you woke up this was all a bad dream????
Dixie - I'm so sorry that you are having a difficult time. I, we all, completely understand and can relate. It is not stupid to wish that this were all a bad dream. I think that when I wake up in the morning almost every day. No offense to anyone on the board, I love all of you guys, but I wouldn't mind waking up one morning only to realize that everything that I'm going through, including this board, were all a terrible nightmare. I would be like scrooge and be a completely different person.
I think that you are doing great dealing with your H. Maybe start to wait a bit before you respond to his text messages. But that's the only constructive criticism that I have.
I really like Bond's ideas of the perfume, roses and VS package. You should try it and see if you get a reaction from him.
Lastly, you should consider going and adopting a new puppy!
BITS! Denver
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce