So here I am again. Havent been on in a very long time.
UPDATE: things have been going really great for the last 4 years, that is until this past Saturday. H had acted really weird, distant, kind of like when this whole MLC started back in 2005. I saw the same signs emerging again. UGH!!!!
He hasnt hardly even talked to me since Saturday, leaving very confused and I tried to talk to him and he just shut me out.
Anyway, tonight after dinner he asked me if we were going to do anything about this huge elephant in this house. I said okay what is going on.
He said that he feels unhappy again and that he is probably heading for divorce. Surprisingly, I was pretty darn calm. I learned alot from this sight the last time. He knows that something isnt quite right with himself and he said he might start C again. There is no OW this time thank God! He says that he loves me most of the time, whatever that means.
Truthfully on my part, I dont want to go through this again and I dont want a D but I dont want to live like this again. I already told him that if he wants a D he will be paying for it. I have suggested MC and he is still up in the air about that. I guess anything is possible.
He also said that is doesnt necessarily mean we will D in the end but I cant help him right now because it is his problem.
