So, I just answered" I will have her ready at Noon. We had a nice time thxs for letting me keep her."
I am a WRECK folks! I feel like I'm gonna throw up...just thinking about "maybe" seeing him. I'm crying and now I'm dreading my sweet dog leaving. I love my Dog buddy. She has been a life saver this past two weeks. I'm dreading being ALONE again.
I keep thinking...after he gets her. There is no reason to call, text or anything. I have this pit in my tummy, that says he is DONE with you. That this is it.....no HOPE! He has already moved on in just a months time...probally already seeing someone!
I'm trying yall. I really am...I don't want to..but, I love my H. I wish everyday that I did not say that to him! That I would have shut my mouth! I'm sitting here sobbing and thinking how can he just walk after all this time and what has happened????
What is wrong with me??? I feel so hopeless... why can't he love me?
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010
