heard from her. Dammit. The C and her are working on her self esteem. He told her that we are doing the right thing by living together with the kids until she can find a place. He also said we will both go thru spurts like greiving. He said that he could really tell when he saw me(about a month ago) that I really loved her. He went on to say in the past I either didn't reailize my love or didnt know how to show it. He said it normal for me to be mad. This is not helping me at all! This C is counting our marriage out! I am sure my wife is too. I have that empty feeling that I had for a month that I finally got rid of! She is making a huge mistake! I dont know what to do. I think if I went out and grabbed the next girl I could find W would say "good for you!" W is working again tonite, and we will be home together for the first time since last Tuesday nite. I will try to be strong, but i need some guidance on how to act, things I may say. Will continue to read DR after kids go to bed. And pray. Again.
