That's a tough one for me. On one hand you want her to come back but on the other hand everyone reaches a breaking point. I would assume that you reach a breaking point because most of what you did before you did expecting something in return, since that did not happen then you were dissapointed same as I've been almost everyday. As the dissapointment grew you kind of reached the point where you are now.
What do you want at the end? Do you want the M? She might start DBing you lol and you guys will just go around in circles lol