Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

I haven't actually taken my D papers in for final filing so I guess it won't be final till I do. I did have him served d papers a while back and there was no response so basically I just had to wait till December to proceed but can't bring myself to do it.

We do have a separation agreement in place and we split our time with the kids 50/50. He is still very committed to the kids and although at times I don't always agree with him, he is a good dad. Certainly not going to go ballistic by any means. I spoke with both kids about it openly and did not really show any emotion about it at all (took everything I had in me at the time). Anyway, I think my calmness is what made it easier for daughter to ask H if he was dating this woman which I'm happy for.