Im sorry that your in this pickle! Arent we all! But, I'm glad that you are deciding and taking control of how you choose to respond. Its so easy to fall apart and flip out! LOL
But, your right on target...your taking back yourself! I'm soooo happy for your progress in that dept! Just keep it going for when he does come home.
I know that feeling your talking about, you start flipping out inside at the thought of seeing him. Im the same too. Just smile and be friendly but, do your own thing.
Hang in there!
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010