The best advice I think I have gotten so far is GAL. I know you heard it a thousand times but really dissconnect from her. I have done that for two days and it feels good. I don't know how I did it or when it happened but right now I feel pretty good. Ofcourse by 3pm I'll be crying again and singing the woe is me song.
But Da&& it right now I want to enjoy my small victory. If I can keep this going I should be in a better frame of mind. Try Try to detach yourself and live for you. Stop expecting and be surprised.
Hope this last! Going out tonight with a friend for a few drinks.
