I have done everything wrong....

[islander]

So I am trying to GAL and detach, but...
I am sitting in my car before going into the gym reading about others sitch and just start crying..running on the treadmill fighting back tears, come home to stretch and cry. I want to come home so bad but it is just an empty shell right now.

I am going to do some minor cleaning in the house, run some errands, and go to the Christian book store for a while. I am so depressed with my life right now.

My W does not know how bad I feel though. And if she does it is not because I tell her or she sees it. Every time she comes back to the house to get something, she can see that it is clean and I am trying to fix it up with the little bit of furniture that I have left. I try to be pleasant around her and offer her items from the house that she may need that I can do without...is this the right way to be with her?