Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Moving over to MLC as I think this may be where I belong. Story goes like this. H & I have been separated since December 2009 and he moved into his own house in May 2010. I got so many reasons why, we didn't have anything in common, he had everything he thought he ever wanted but still was not happy and so on.

I had been trying LRT for a while and decided that maybe it wasn't the best route for me to be going so I have been kind of floundering over the past few weeks, trying to keep PMA and trying to be friendly and upbeat.

Well, yesterday I got a real blow. I believe H is now seeing a women who is about 15 years younger than him. I found out through my kids. They had just returned from a hockey tournament out of town and apparently this OW came to the airport to pick them and H up. Daughter was extremely upset that H gave this women a hug. I talked with D and tried to explain to her that if she has a problem with H or myself, that she needs to talk to us and not to be afraid to ask questions and say when something is bothering her. She decided to ask her Dad if he was dating this women. Well, he indicated he wasn't but that he did like her as a friend and she was going to be hanging around more. Why can't they see what this does to the kids. Are they really that selfish that the only thing that matters is their own happiness.

I just don't know what to do right now.