Lighthouse lit till WAW comes out of fog.

[habitacker]

SIC, I am happy you had this small moment with your W. I am sure just something as small as that felt great.

Sandi, I understand what you are saying. Believe me, I would love moments like that. The problem is, we didn't have anything like that before.

You see, I kind of married a prude. Don't get me wrong, I love my prude, but she has never been comfortable playing around or being sexy. Which is fine, I new this when I married her.

Her being this type of person is probably a good reason there hasn't been a A.

I don't think prude is probably the right word, but I hope you get the idea. There are disadvantages being with this type of person, but I very attracted to this strong morals type. I married someone I new would never have a A, because it would be so wrong in their own eyes.

It wasn't just about an A, it is just an example of who I married, the good girl.

This is why I am so stunned by her wanting a D. It just doesn't fit.

I have mentioned before about possible physical problems, or possible MLC, but maybe I am just looking for explanations.

I am not taking anything away from the wrond doings I have done in my marriage, but combining them with whatever she may have going on, may have led to all of this.