Dealing with issues right now. Why didn't I walk away for a while to see what was really going to happen? I feel like I just gave her the greenlight to do what she wants and I'll be OK with it. Sometimes my mind tells me that I gave in because I've always been a wuss - too afraid to see what's on the other side, so to speak.
Would she have realized what she had once I was gone and come back to fight for it? Or would she have let me go and stayed with her new "friend?"
I guess I'll never know really. Right now, we're still working on things. And actually, things are a bit better. Yeah, it's what I was hoping for but I still feel like a pushover.
Me:42 W:43 M:03/08/98 SD17, D13 Found out about affair:12/16/10 Found out again: 06/22/12 Split: 06/22/12
