DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support 2

[Scared2Def]

I hate to think or say this but if there is another man, you can still only worry about you. You cannot control her actions or feelings. Just continue to do what you need to do. I am learning that as long as I try to enjoy my time each day with the kids when I get home, my evening goes better.

Of course I want to discuss our Relationship every given opportunity but she does not want to hear the pleas. I just need to keep doing what keeps me happy in these horrible times, that is enjoy my kids! And enjoy seeing her face in my house. At least I can still see her each day.