Denver, All is good my friend. Keep it up with staying close to your SS. As FOBD stated, that will definitely weigh on her decision.
As far as the breaking down part. It is good for the soul. Unfortunately, with some of the medication that I am on, I have a really hard time crying. I used to well up when watching a sad TV show or movie. Now nothing. I remember watching an episode of Grey's Anataomy last year and it caused me to cry like a baby. I watched a rerun of the same episode after switching my meds and nothing. I think the crying is good for you. I was however able to let one out when I went back to my hometown and visited my dad's grave. I let out all of my frustration and sadness then, but that was already almost 6 weeks ago.
Stay strong, you are doing great!
B.I.T.S.
M42 W38 D5D7 M8 Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10 Moved out 1-7-11 FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11