Hey all! I have been on and off here lately. Why? I really dont know. I guess some of your remember my divorce, esp snodderly. I came on this board and was Desperate to say the least. I never had my own identity, so when ex left and never looked back I freaked! I didnt think I could live. I asked questions here alot, usually the same questions over and over, trying to get someone to say what I WANTED to hear. Trying to get someone to promise me my ex would return. Well that was in 08 and my ex is now remarried *5 months after divorce* and has a new BABY! He married his 26 yr. old girlfriend. Ex STILL refuses to talk to me, our son, has really suffered from this divorce but I can NOT get ex to sit down or even talk about talking to our son together. I dont try to contact my ex and havent for a long time, but the last time i did he hung up as soon as he heard my voice. It's a shame he acts that way. Our son needs to know that his mom and dad DONT hate each other, even though his dad prb. does hate me. Ex stopped talking when new girlfriend entered picture and hasnt since. His new wife WILL NOT allow him to in my opinion. I just worry about our son, who will be 21, BUT his dad is a BIG influence on him. My son hasnt spoken to me in almost a yr. and a half. He went to live with his dad and slowly stopped speaking to me or having anything to do with me. It has been over 2 yrs. and the anger continues. When will it ever stop! Not ONE time did my ex look back since he left BUT I will say I was a bit shocked a couple weeks ago. Like I said, my ex doesnt talk to me BUT he came into my workplace about two weeks ago and while leaving the store inquired about where I was that day. ?????? Weird! Anyway didnt mean to hijack this thread but just wanted to comment. I did lose myself but slowly am starting to find out WHO I am again. Long time coming! Hugs to you all!
