I want to do what is best for me, best for the kids. Divorce isn't it, but I will be truthful, I don't know that I have the personal strength, toughness, and thick skin I need to see this through with an uncertain result. I am doubtful about my ability. Again, I thank you for responding. I'm really floundering here.
HI SC
I think if you went back and read even a few posters threads from the beginning you will find that almost everyone was in the same place as you are in the above quote!
Read them from the beginning and you will see the strength that everyone has gained throughout this process!
You may not have it now, but it is within you if you want to work on it!
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