"Only this time, none of you seems to have the energy and the resolve to work through this. Last time it was you, right?"
I think everytime it has been me. I am stuck. It is not totally unexpected. The lack of effort on her part has been just as lackluster as she envisions mine.
"And there is a gap there because you feel you do the work but you dont get the educated response you should."
That would be a very good description of the situation as I "see" it.
"Try to approach her with open mind, fresh attitude. Pick yourself up Forrest. Our state of mind is ALWAYS, cruicial in these cases. You have a choice, make the good one every single time for a while. Invest in little things, little things do matter."
I feel like I am doing just that. My activity level is down because I feel I need to "see" some movement on her part. At the beginning of 2010 (The Turning Point) we had a conversation and I was a bit blindsided by it. She indicated that she realized that we needed to get help and asked if I would be up for going. I indicated that I would. I also left that ball in her court. Nothing happened. Here we are. Her solution to the issues seems to be to tell me to get out. Cheeseless Tunnels.
"I dont think it's weird you are not attracted to her. Being rejected for too long can do that to humans. It's a protective mechanism. "
Sounds a lot like I Love You.. But I am not In Love with you.
It is silly how we can have the same walk.. and be so close to each other.. but still miss it somehow.
We got here together.. we will see if we get out together.
Off we go...
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
