"You're posting here, so there is still something in you that feels it is worth the effort, I think."
Part of me thinks that it still is. I am a reasonably creative guy. So when I find myself out of ideas.. I post. I am not the typical "stitch". I am not acting crazy or fighting with her. I have an appointment setup and she has agreed to go. I have researched apartments and counselors. I have tried to talk with her about things. Some conversations have gone well some have not. I have been finishing up things around the house that had fallen by the wayside. I am sleeping in another room at this point and we don't really interact much currently. December was tuff for me.. especially with all this and the memories of times past. I am just simply out of ideas.
I have been accused of not documenting things here. That won't happen this time.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
