I know I have to do this for myself. I just tell myself everyday, TODAY IS GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY!

I have only had 2 texts from H today and they were regarding money a mutual friend owes us. He wants to take her to small claims court and I do not. I told him to do what he wants. Talked to friend about the money and she is hurting right now so she said she would pay as soon as she can. He is going to burn a lot of bridges on this path of destruction he is taking.

I did have an old friend of his stop by to see me today. He hasn't spoke to H since last April. We had a good visit. I am not exactly sure what happened to their friendship and I didn't ask. The friend and I were always good friends before so it was nice to see him again. And no there is nothing between us at ALL.

Well H is texting again...he needs this and he needs that...blah blah blah. Getting tired of it.

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007