DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support 2

[ScaredinCanada]

Oops. It was FOBD's that had the good C. Getting people mixed up.

Ya I agree about the C, but like I said my IC that my W also ended up going to was no help at all. Told my W, "Well it sounds like you have your mind made up so there isn't much I can do for you" lol - like WTF?! This was after I spoke to her and told her about MWD and DB and the fact that I believed that my W COULD change her feelings even though was currently saying IDLY and I don't want to be with you.

I have the same fears that the MC may end up pushing her further awa if they are "pro-marriage". The issue is that I think my W only wants to go to re-inforce her beliefs...she also beleives that the MC will also help her show me that she's really done.

I'm going to try and wait a week or so before booking, let things cool down.

At this point - really what's the worst that can happen!?!?