I've been through the mill with coffee makers? I keep returning then. Finally found the best ever. Hamilton Beach Brew Station. You just hold the cup up to it and it dispenses. Anywhere from 4 to 12 cups. I LOVE it. In fact - I have one at the old house, 1 at the new house, 1 at the cottage, bought one for my son's apt and my best friend who was going to buy a $200 coffee maker tried mine and rushed out to get one. They go on sale app once a month at Canadian Tire for $40. Well worth it. I had bought several over $100 and they weren't half as good.
Remember to keep a Gratitude journal. I know it is hard when it seems like everything is going wrong but trust me - there are so many good things in each of our lives if we only take the time to remember them. I'll start for you - you have 2 beautiful, wonderful daughters. Now - you continue...