Trying to move forward....

[kissak]

Thank you Mila and everyone else!! I am very blessed to have such great friends and family.

The weekend was good, even though I was pretty much snowed in for the day on Saturday, and was very BORED! lol

H had the kids for the weekend. Didnt hear much from him. He still hasnt taken kids around the OW except for that one time before christmas. I would like to think its because I asked him not to until he had been dating her for a while....2 months so far...I have been prepared for them to go see her for the last 2 weekends...but so far not yet. Anyway, Im prepared for it.

I have also been kinda quiet myself with my H. Dont talk much to him anymore....if he texts I will answer, but thats about it. This morning I texted him to let him know the kids wouldnt be up till later because of no school today, so he could call later because they were sleeping...he said ok and thank you...then later asked if there was something wrong....I guess because Im kinda quiet he think somthing must be wrong...and also when he brought the kids home yesterday he kept thinking I was looking outside like I was afraid someone would see him there??? Paranoid I think he was...but yet, dont know why.

Anyway....back at work today....trying to file papers...yuck! Supposed to go and sign a simple contract with my silent partner...nothing major, just basically about how I will be paid until we decide if this lady will become a legal partner with me. Still havent told my H about this...Im thinking I may need to just incase he gets wind of it some other way....not that he could do or have much say in it....I have to do this or close up my business for good...then I have no idea how I will survive at all...