oh no...i just backslid so far my son was having a bad night, (9 years old) and we called my husband just to say goodnight when i heard my child asking his dad why he couldn't sleep in our house, i lost it when i got back on the phone, i started to cry, (away from son, of course) i got angry, tried to make him feel guilty, tried to get direct answers from him..."are you saying we have absolutely NO chance to reconcile?" btw, i hated the answer i got and spewed much worse stuff i know it's because i felt like he was hurting our son i'm sure i did damage and am still shaking from it what a stupid thing to do i called back and apologized he was receptive, but told me that he has lost all faith in us and cannot see a future with me oh boy has anyone ever backslid this way??
