I have stayed away from drinking for that very reason. I think I have drank twice since W left the first time is when I went to Hawaii to find myself and reflect. I went out with my brother and got drunk. Called my W that night and pleaded.
Next day I woke up feeling like a jacka$$. Luckily the last time I drank some wife with a friend and ended up just falling asleep. If I drink anything I would backslide big time and would not be able to control myself.
As for punching things I bet that hurt you more than it hurt her or the fence lol.
