FOBD and MJ are giving you really good insight. And I have experienced about 95% of what they are talking about myself. FOBD's MC is correct too... these are the stages of grief that we are all going through. You probably don't want to hear that you are going through that bc the last stage is acceptance. Acceptance may be seen as accepting that your M to W is over. What my MC told me when I posed this thought to him, is that we are going through the stages of grief to get to acceptance that our 'old' M to W is over. That doesn't change the infinite possibilities that the future may hold. Beside, do you really want your old M to W?
My answer to that Q was 'no', I don't. I want a new and much better M to my W. That is what I want.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce