Thanks for the feedback..I always appreciate it. So, I had an amazing day today. It started off hard, like the second I opened my eyes. Then, I got up and got ready for Church. That took some doing but, I did it! Then heard an amazing sermon from our Pastor. Felt like it was just for me! Sang my heart out in Choir, then spent the afternoon walking around the old town square in the next town over. It was nice and relaxing. Took the Dog for a walk to spend what little time I have left with her.
Then I decided, I was going to put my Wedding Rings back on! I have not had them on since H left. I use to ask him to put them back on, he always said yes, but then didnt. So, I wouldnt either. I thought after I got out of church today...that was so stupid. If I want to wear them then I WILL! He can do whatever. But, until he files for D. They are gonna stay on. I'm trying to save my Marraige here! I'm in it to win it dang it!
I know that seems silly to some on here. Well maybe not. But, I just feel like I can not let his actions fuel mine.
Next, I do need to talk to him about filing our taxes and such. Guess, Ill do that next. Meeting w/C next week. She wants H to come and meet w/her and her H. They joint C and wrote the book "I DO AGAIN". They feel that they could help.
But, dont know about that one? What do yall think? C wants me to ask him? Have mixed emotions about that. I mean, I'm not suppose to talk about R right?
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010
