after a little more than a year i am back

[wanda15]

I find when I am having to deal with something with the kids and H I am a lot more emotional. That is the worst part of this whole sitch.

As for your question about whether or not you should be spending so much time with H...I don't know. One part of me says no way...go dark and let him maybe miss you...

Other part says seeing each other all the time can be good because you can act happy and show him the "best me" there is.

So I really hope one of the vets on here can help with this. Someone will have some good advide for you. Sorry I could not help you. Stay strong and take it one day at a time.