It is so hard knowing that W is out of town with OM. it is killing me, but I have been strong and have not attempted to contact her. And I am not going to either. It is just so frustrating. Then knowing I am going home to an empty house and she is out living it up.

I read 1 Corinthians 13 several times today and thought about it for sometime. I really believe that it speaks to me, and to everybody here about the way we she respond to our WAS. I am going to read that everytime I want to do or say something and see how I feel after, before I act. And I am going to trust in GOD.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...