I am so sorry that you are going through this. I don't really have any advice for you, but please know that there are people out there who understand what you are going through, and who hope that you feel better soon.
I know that this is the hardest thing you've ever experienced in your life. Please make sure to take care of yourself and your child.
I wish you all the best,
OTS
M:31 WAW:25 T: 5 years M: 6/25/10 Bomb: 12/17/10 Discovered PA 1/2, Discovered EA, 1/17 Served D: 1/27
