Having a hard time... II

[what next?]

Was a rough night last night because I went out with friends that we had met on vacation. So these were people that only knew my wife and I at our happiest. Just reminded me of how much love we had for each other and to know that that can fall apart was too much for me. I had to leave early and just can't figure out if I'm screwing everything up by moving away or doing the right thing for me (and hopefully the marriage.) I'm just questioning everything that I do and have no confidence at the moment. Rough weekend for me.