So I took my two youngest to my parents this weekend as the oldest 2 are at there dads. When i talked with my wife after her grandmothers funeral, she said she would go and see them.
Well, it looks like i sent my kids there for no reason. She didnt show up. On a good note, i didnt tell the kids that they were at Mema's and Papa's so mommy could see them. So at least they wont be disappointed.
I just cant seem to figure any of this out. She was such a good mom, now she doesnt see the kids during the week, and she gave up seeing them on the weekend. Our youngest boy (who is very special to her) had not seen his mom since new years eve until i made arrangements for her to see them at my parents last weekend. How can she be away from them so longÉ
She was a stay at home mom for 13 years, now its like she doesnt even have any children. I sure hope she realizes what she is doing and she realizes quickly.
No matter what happens, the kids need their mom.
As for me, well, i am doing good. I dont have a pit in my stomach anymore, i dont think about her every minute of the day. I am having fun, both at home and when i am out.
I actually think i am ready to start casual dating. A girl at the gym has asked me out for a drink next friday, I said yes. Now a good wingman is important, so my buddy who works out with me asked if him and his wife could come and she said yes. So atleast i have a small group. The first plunge.
So i am starting to really see who I am and where i want my life to go. The funny thing is, once i adapted this positive outlook, good things have happened.
thanks for reading everyone, and thanks for your support.
