I just saw this...I'm so sorry...you and I both are having a tough time this weekend....
I know it is killing you. But, don't give up friend. Not, now not after all this....you love her and your family.
I know all we can do is go DARK. I'm with you like so many others here. I'm praying for you Denver.
Just keep your focus on YOU and how you can improve. I pray for GOD to change me. Ask him for the same...
Denver, I know when you start loosing it...its hard to bounce back. I've been telling myself...to STOP cause he is not crying like this for you!!! Then I go take a marathon walk...
Maybe that will help??? Sending you a big hug!!!
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010