Hey bud be easy!! Listen you have to remember when you have expectations you will often be let down by W because those expectations are based o. Your desire and not necessarily reality. When it comes to OM you have to decide what are your boundaries, but remember imagination is your worse enemy.
Take a moment to calm down and I agree that maybe you should go dark for a bit. That is what I'm doing and it [censored]! At the end of the day what ever will be will be! When you see really be calm. Remember it's a chess game right now be one step ahead!
Still on my iPhone cause I'm still away so if I messed up some words sorry. It takes too much effort to fix